Next Weekend

So I'm pretty excited about next weekend. Can't wait should be a blast :)

Edit to the last post.

He is out of jail now and we had a really good talk last night. It was very good, we actually held a conversation for more than 15 mins.

So...

Right now, I have no intentions of getting back with him...but I am going to be his friend because right now he needs one...

Better

I'M MUCH BETTER NOW!

I still don't know.....

But I do know, I have been stupid for these past 5 years. No matter how bad he hurt me i still took him back. I was very upset that he is in jail, but now I know the full story, he took another girl on a date after telling me he loves me....BULL! I'm so mad and i'm glad he is in jail. I know thats horrible to say but i hope he learns his lesson this time; however, I will not take him back. I'm done for good. I will pray for him because he has had a rough life but he made his own decisions he did this to himself and i truely hope he gets better, but it won't ever be with me again..........

I just don't even know anymore.....

I just found out that the one person I have truly loved is in jail. He won't be getting out until May.
I am completely crushed, mad, furious, upset, disappointed, betrayed. I just have no clue what to do.....